Sorry to have disappeared. Ya I guess this blog stuff is hard to keep up with.

But I've been busy, school and I have a new job :)

Things are going really well right now. Pretty happy overall. Funny how life turns out. How things happen that you don't expect and how the weird things end up being very cool.

Just waiting for spring break, ahhh . . .

Current Mood: cheerful

I'm in the library right now -- This sucks so bad! Hopefully I'll have it back soon and it won't be too too expensive, grrr.

Current Mood: aggravated

Ok Joel is done in my book, nuff said.

Might be still hope for Tim . . . :) fingers crossed for me, hehe.

I've been super busy with school, but it's the weekend, YES! This math class I have to take is killing me already, math just isn't my thing, oh well, only a bit left and then I'll never have to take it again, woo-hoo.

Football is on today, but I guess I don't care as much since the Seahawks are out.

I had lunch with Tim today :) That was nice, we went to this cool Thai place. It was like their brunch and so they had survers coming around with different dishes and then we just selected what we wanted to eat. It was really cool to be waited on in that way, I've never done anything like that before.

Joel is supposed to come over and watch some tv with me later tonight. He went out of town this weekend, but is supposed to come back and then come over. Nothing is for sure there, so we'll see if that happens. I hope so.

I didn't meant to book them both on the same day, but with their busy schedules, it just worked out that one and one happened to be free in the afternoon while the other in the evening.

Nothing happened with Tim, I think we had a good time tho. Not sure if anything will happen there or not, but I'd be willing to try something out with him, who knows!

Joel is the one that I made out with on new years day, so if he does come over, I'm sure we'll at least snuggle while we watch tv. Maybe kiss a little bit, but I'm not sure. I'm not moving too fast right now with anything and that's ok.

Good news about school today. . . so we'll see how that all turns out.

Wish me luck with everything!

Current Mood: optimistic

Lots of running around and stress having to do with school. I'm just hanging in there as best I can.

Not really much to say or report, but I just wanted to update. Told you I wasn't good with this whole blogging thing!

Current Mood: stressed

The Seahawks just lost in overtime . . . so now we're out :'( I'm pretty damn upset about that. Nuff said. whine whine whine!

It's just been one of those stupid days all around. I woke up feeling kind of sick.

So let me talk about boys for a moment. There are two guys that I like, Tim and Joel.

They are both a few years older then me, uh oh! I met Joel first and then I just met Tim. They are both really cool in differeny ways. I think Tim is hotter tho!

So I think Joel is really cool, but he's got some issues. He is really paranoid, apparently he lived in an apartment once and found a small video camera in like the hallway smoke detector or something like that, creepy! We hung out on new years and I haven't really talked to him since. I mean we talked briefly once, and then he left me a message saying he was thinking about me, but nothing else. It's been two weeks, so I'm pretty confused. I mean he could be just really busy, but if he missed me, couldn't he make some time?

Tim I just met, he's tall and has dark blonde hair. He rock climbs! I thought that was way cool. We've talked quite a bit since we met, we seem to get along really well. We talked on the phone the other night, for a long time, and I normally never talk on the phone. I think Tim is definitely the winner.

But just my luck . . . nothing will work out. It never does. I'm tired of being lonely and I wish that I did have a boyfriend. My last boyfriend was in high school, we were together a few months. I miss that way I felt, it was exciting.

I'm tired of liking people who don't like me back, and it seems like the people who are acutally intersted in me, I don't really care for.

I just felt like rambling today. Keep your fingers crossed that one of these guys works out!

Current Mood: bitchy

So this is only my 3rd day on livejournal. And one of the ppl who added me as friends posted about her sick uncle. Apparently he has encephalitis (sp?) and is in the hospital in critical conditions. I really have no idea what that it, but she mentioned him having to be on a respirator now b/c of the parallysis.

and so wow, that's all i have to say really

This is a person I've never met, never seen, don't even know the real name of . . . . but yet i acutally do feel like i care.

I posted to her journal, I felt at a loss of words, all i could say was sorry and I'll keep in him my prayers (like she's asked) and to keep us posted.

I signed up on livejournal just to mess around really, maybe chat it up with some new ppl, but i didn't know that already i'd find myself actually caring about a random stranger.

but i guess reading ppl's personal journals, you get into their lives. I didn't see that one coming. interesting community, but i like it :)

I hate paperwork. I hate anal-retentive people. Just venting a bit. Why do things ALWAYS end up being WAY more complicated than they need to be???!!!

Current Mood: grrr

I'm not much of a blogger but I'm going to give this a try. Here it is, my first one. Just looking to get in touch with random people my age. So add meeee! Muuuhahhahah